Dear reader,
I hope the new year 2025 will be good for you! If you’re here you’re an artistic soul and sometimes we’re sensitive towards the changing world. January has always been hard for me, empty and scary like every new beginning and this year I decided to fight back these January blues with some watercolour! Every new year for me starts with reflection on the past and I collected these moments in a video. Recently I enjoy expressing myself through videos. They are interesting amalgamation of artistic searches and personal discoveries. I hope I’ve learned my lessons but we will see.
Making these videos, talking about my art I’ve received something incredible that I haven’t predicted. It’s hard to explain it as it’s a feeling but I will try. Showing my progress in watercolours, combined with my failures still is very hard and I feel very vulnarable doing it. But there was some hidden advantage in that – my viewers. Knowing that someone there is struggling with exactly the same – lack of confidence, time, inspiration or is just scared to show their art to the world made me feel part of a community. Every sweet encouraging comment, thanking me for the share just made my day 100 times better and I realised that maybe I’ve helped someone too trough one single video. This keeps me going! Does it sound selfish? You tell me, but I love that feeling!
Here is the moment to thank everybody who reads this, who ever saw and liked my videos and the art in them! This path is really dark infront of me but I’ve learned that the support of the people liking my art will be one of my lanterns!